I quarreled with my boyfriend for 4 days.

7th FEB, SAT: We decided not to meet because he has too many tuitions which end late ard 3 or 4pm. Furthermore, he told me that he hasn't been spending time with his family so, i told him, why not take this to spend time with them since his brother from NS is back too. So he agreed. While waiting for him to call me at home, i fell asleep cos i was still sick so i took my medicine which caused me to feel drowsy. He msged me, i didn't reply. He called me once, i answer cos i was fast asleep already. When i woke up, i saw taht he tried to contact so i decided to call him back. It took many missed calls until i give up. Then he called me back. He told me that he was with his friend at that moment.

Apparently, I think i will just use this blog as a platform to share my thoughts and opinions on the current issues that i see.

Well, i looked through my friends' facebook, photos and etc, etc. After looking through some, i started to think to myself, how my friends are able to live in those kind of lifestyle and succeed academically? (this is mostly for my Muslim friends) Is this 1 of the tests by God? Is this 1 of the tests by God for me? Sometimes i wonder, when will my turn to succeed academically even when i don behave the worst. After some thinking, i think these are tests for me and for them. For me, i should not feel any hatred to them, instead i should continue striving and just focus on being God's slave. As even if i won't succeed here, maybe i might be rewarded in the after life. As for them, they should appreciate God for them to succeed instead of behaving that way. They should not take for granted God's kindness. Well, this is what i learnt and concluded from my own understanding. I hope God will forgive them and me, Insya Allah.

Firstly, today was Zahura's brother's wedding. It was at Abg Fir's venue too. The changkat CC at Tampines. I borrowed Nikon D60 Camera from Kak Ili. Damn! That will be the last time i borrow a camera like that.
Reasons for not borrowing: 1. I seriously, do not know how to use the
function
2. It's quite BIG for me to bring around
3. I have to take care of it very well
4. It is very troublesome for me keep and take it out from my beg, so i have to carry it on my
shoulder all the time

So Yeah, those are the reasons. :) However, the quality of the photos are NICE :)

So ya, i was suppose to meet Fathi at 2.30pm at Kembangan bus stop, but i got ready lmbt, so i actually met him at 3pm which was our time to meet at first. So sorry Fathi! Then Khairul waited for us at the bus stop at the venue there. When we reached, we walked straight to the venue. Since i was late to meet Fathi i used my sandals first. Then near the venue of the wedding, i changed to my Stilletto Heels :) haha.. Met Zahura' parents. Oh ya! i met Carmen, my school mate, my band mate and my councillor mate in Secondary school. Since she was alone, i brought her around. I saw the pengantin. Oh ya, did i tell you, such a MEGA WEDDING?! The pengantin left for the girl's place in a LIMOUSINE! FUYO!! That's the KIND of WEDDING that i DREAM for! :) So the ONE who is going to be my soulmate, Please take note yeah! :) So yeah, we ate and sat for awhile. Saw Su, Faj, Zai and Fyfy. Sat with Fyfy, her BF, Zai, Carmen, Zahid, Fathi and Khairul. So we left around 5pm.

After that Fathi went straight to home while me and khairul went to bedok reservoir to take some photos with the CAMERA. :P Thought of taking me before i turn 20. :) haha.. Cause i scared of being old.. :( I don wana turn 20. :( Anyways, Khairul took some phots of me. Itu aje..

So yeah, i just did that on the day bfore i turn 20 and the last day that i'm 19. :)

Today Amalina and family went back to Melbourne, thier home :( and my teacher's wedding specifically, my maths teacher, Ms Zhang. I'm suppose to go to the wedding with Khairul. So, i was at the bus stop at the church at 2.15pm. I thought i would be late but Khairul was much later. He got lost and i directed him to the wrong way. So the time ticked to 3pm. Since the wedding started at 2.30pm, we decided not to go to the wedding already cause we do not want to enter when they in midst of thier vows. So, we went to Toa Payoh to eat. Then we went back to my place thinking that we could play L4D2 at the Lan shop at Kembangan Plaza. When we have a computer for each of us, i got very excited as i can't wait to play that game. To my disappointment, there was no L4D2. So we were like nak main ape game eh? haha.. So in the end we play ed soccer and guess what i won Khairul with a score of 5-1. :) Woo hoo!! :) The girl beats the guy yeah! :)

Oh ya, i forget to say that i did not went to the airport cause i was not in the mood though. Heard my sister was asked to wear tudung cause Cik Apa told my father to ask her to wear. I can't stand when Cik Apa always kept asking us to wear tudung. Why can't he like bother his own business. It's our life and our father is happy with who and what we are! So stop mandling with our lives and take care of your own business! Such an uncle! So, yeah, that's the reason why i didn't go to the airport cause i was not in the mood to see him.

Anyways, after me and Khairul played soccer, he sent me home. When i was at home, i called my mummy asking whereare they. They were about to leave the airport. They went to this mosque near to Bedok Corner and then they planned to eat at Bedok Corner. So my Mummy told me to meet them at Bedok Corner terus. When i was walking to Kembangan MRT Station, my mummy called me again and told me that Fina and family were about to leave Nenek's house so why not tumpang them cause they would be passying by Kembangan MRT Station. So, once again we dinner with Fina and family. :) But sadly, Abang Hakeem did not come as he went out with his frineds. :( I just love spending my time with them.

After dinner, we went to East Coast Park to get fresh air and enjoy the night peacefully. I just love family outings with Fina and family :) Fina, when is our next family outing??Oh ya, one more thing, my family dh lame tak spend with with kak mas and family. I'm still wondering too when we can go out together too. Cuase i love going out with them too :)

Hmm.. What did i do?? haha.. My sister and I were suppose to go our Nenek's House at Jln Singa in the afternoon. But we were too lazy to go, so slept the whole day. Daddy woke us up at 9.30am in the morning. So, we had to wake up. Then at 11am, Mummy and Daddy went out. Mummy help out my grandfather's shop while daddy fetch Pak Chu ( my uncle), Muhammad and Amirul ( my younger cousins). He fetched them to go for Friday prayer together. They went to the mosque at Clarke Quay there. My sister and I were suppose to go after zohor to go to our Nenek's house to eat bubur Asyura. Since our parents are not at home, once they left, we watched the televeision and fell asleep till around 4pm.

Then mummy called our home a few times and at last i answered. Mummy told us that Nenek insist us to come and eat the bubur still. So dragged ourself out from bed, did our prayers and get ready to go Nenek's house on our own. Actullay, that day, my family, Syarafina's family and Amalina's family suppose to have dinner together but Amalina's family could not make it as they need to rush over to thier other nenek's house and sleep there as they are leaving for thier home, Melbourne. That's kinda sad for us cause we thought we could have a last dinner as a family together.

Fast forward... We were at Nenek's house already. After we prayed Isyak, we went to meet Syarafina and family at Simpang Bedok to have our dinner. We ate at SPIZE. The food there are delicious. Abg Hakeem ate 2 dishes, a burger and fish&chips?? (where is Abg Hakeem now eh?? ) Fina ate spaghetti, Nadhirah ate steak, i ate Hor Fun thai style at daun Upeh and shared it with my sister, Mummy ate mee soup, Daddy ate nasi ayam, Bik Wa ate nasi ayam goreng, Pak nga ang Mak nga ate mee ikan kerapu at daun upeh also. It's kinda more like a lsat dinner with Abg Hakeem though cause he would flying off to Austin, Texas on 7th Jan at 5am in the morning. Actually, the first day of the year is not bad for me start with. :) I had fun with my own family, aunties, uncles and OF COURSE my LOVELY COUSINS. :)

Well, i just realised i missed another topic. It's about Khairul again. I know it would be boring for you guys to read but i just need to flow out my thoughts. Well, I've think through alot and eversince he realised whta he has done, he did alot for me and have been crying alot to get me back. I think i would be giving him another chance and that chance would be the LAST. I hope he would not repeat the mistakes again and would be able to get my trust back again. It's tough to let go a person that i REALLY LOVE eventhough he made me HURT the most. I hope he really treasure this CHANCE and treasure MY LOVE for HIM.

Nur Diyanah
4 January
Muslim


Millenia Institute
Macpherson Secondary School



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