Saturday, March 3, 2007
FrUst!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!
You kNow WhaT???!!!! OMG!! i reaLLy cAN't stand My PareNst La.. UGh!! ThEy Are Such ConTrOl frEaks!!!! OMG!!! MeNTAnG2 I AM Thier fiRSt chIld, tHey Can Control Me lA.. i don MInD If They coNtRoL Me A bIT BuT This Is ToO MUcH.. OmG!!! Dey KetInGGAlAn ZaMAn Seh.. THEy ThInK tHAt KiTe BDk2 SKrg, Mcm DiOrg NYe TiMe SenAnG denGAr caKap.. PLs lA! ZaMAn SekARAnG Dh LAen.. ABeh Nk control!!! i'M Already 17 seh.. I kNow MY LimIts.. YOU kNow WHAt??!! I tOk On tHe FoN WiTh ShAikH At NiGHt SALAh.. PAkAI coMpUTer SaLAH.. KElUAr NagN dIoRg PAstU AlEk LAmBat pOn SaLAh.. Ape Seh!! tHey ThInk what?? huh??!! tHEy WAnA HAf A Child WhO is So PerFect!! Pls LA! GIVE Me SPAce! I SeRiOUsLy KnOw mY lImItS la! I tOk 2 ShAIkh On THe Fon nOw So THat WheN We Have GoNe to oUr SchOOls, WE WOn'T Be TALkiNg To each oTHer thAT MUch.. ShAikH HImSeLf UndersaNd.. He HImSelF KnOW tHAt He iS NOt suppOSe To distUrB Me When We HAve goNe To oUr SchOOls.. BUt noT mY PArEnTS.. UGH!! DamN!! DoN' They KnOw, tHAt We DoN't WAna Break Our frIendsHip.. We Still wanA KeEP In ToUch.. NoT LiKe THEm.. THey Don't kEEp In TOuCh... ThAt'S Thier PRobLem ah.. cos I doN wana MAke tHe same miStake fOr My PriMary ScHoOl friEnds..
OH Ya, WheN i sAid It's ShaikH dioRg Tak Caye! SUDAHLAH!! TK CAYE PASALLH!! BiLe OrG TerOS TEraNg Tk nK DenGAr.. PASAL LAH!! UGH!! I'M sO Fed Up seh!! It's LIke ShaiKh IS reLLy My clOSe frienD.. KiTe Tk Jumpe ALwAYS SEH.. So, we HAf aLot Of ThingS To caTch Up WiTh.. so, We TaLKed AT NIghT la.. BUt when SchOOl StARt oReadi, i nOE LA.. I shoULd Not talK To him ON The FoN OREadi.. I hafTA focuS ON mY ExaMs.. UgH!! Y??!! I can't stANd My PArenTS!! THey JusT doN UNdersTnad TeEnAgErs LiVes NOW!!! They tHiNk tHat MOST TeeNAGers NOw Are BAd.. UgH!!
Oh Ya, WhEn I gO OUt wiTh mY GrOup oF frIenDs WhoM tHeY AlreadY KNow, ThEy StILL WAnnA coNtrol Me.. I KnoW That i'm Not supOse To go HoMe lAte.. I aLways Go HoMe ArONd 10 WHAt.. It's NOt BAd.. BUt They stiLL waNa ScoLd mE..... EspEciALLy When KITe suMe Dh LaMe TAk juMpe sO we SpEnD xTRa TinE TogetHr LA.. buT My ParEnTS AlwAyS KOL To AlEk cEpAt.. NOT LIke My FRIends ParenTs.. THiEr pAreNTs reAlLY underStAnD tHem.. WHen They Are NoT BEinG coNtrOlLed That MucH..
Oh YA, BoUt USInG tHE cOm.. I ToLd My Dad befOr ThaT BiLl InTerNet EveR JejAk 100+ ABeh mY dAd Maseh Tk caye... KaTe YAng tK pErNAh.. Abeh Skrg BiLe Dh Jejak 100+, ABeh NAk mArah2 Org.. BIle Org SUgGesT to use BroAdBAnd Where YoU juS Pay tHe same AmounT Every moNtH cos It iS unLIMited.. BuT He doN wan.. Abeh BiLe Dh jejAk 100+ nAk coNtrOL LAgi.. PLease LA! Bdk2 sEkArng Byk PakAi cOmPuTer la! DoN't tHey JusT rEalIse That???!!!
1 MOre Thing, When I tOld My DaD That i wana mAsok MI, cos i wana take A levels, EsPEciAlLy My daD, Instead Of Him MOtiVAtINg me And ENCuoUraging mE, He DISCoURAge Me And LoOk Down On Me.. doN't he HAs Any FAith In Me???? I ahVE MAde My goAl.. If I Were to EnTer MI, i Am REaLLy goNnA WORk HArd for It cos I rEAlLy wanA Go tO unIvErSity,, i JUs can't StAnd WHen My Dad AlwYS discoURage me.. UGH!! PLs LA!! Doesn'T he KnOW How I feLt??
UgH!! i duNNo LA! My parenTs OrG ZaMAn DuLu SeH.. Can'T THey chanGe??!! Ugh!!! I NeEd SuM1 TO TALk To Them!! HElP mE!! pLEaSE!! I reALLY NeEd!!! It Is VerY UrGent!!! TheY ArE ConTrOlLinG ME aLOT!!! Ughh!! I cAn'T LiVe LIkE thIS AniMOre!!!
I reAlLy HopE THAt, My ParenTs Will reAlIsE wHAT I am goInG throuGh... Please... I hOpe thEy WiLL reAd tHIs SuMhow.. PLease.. I HAve Been TelLinG thIs To My cuZzIn And mY best FReN, saRAh... And They ToLd ME THAt i shoUld BEtTEr TaLk To ThEm BuT I jUS DoN dAre.. coS I noE, They sUreLy Don WanA Listen to me.. PLeasE hElp!!!! I doN WanA LOse My Frenship JUs Because O f My PArents, cONTrOllNess.. haiz....
------Memoir written at 10:03 AM------
