Friday, July 3, 2009
It's over
This is what happened when i enter into Khairul's msn and pretended to be him.. Haha.. And that fucking girl talked to "me" again.. She was like so horny!! She even said that if die dh gian sngt, die akan call Khairul and make out with him. Die kate die nk jadi die nye scandal cum best friend.. Like WTF?! She already knew that Khairul is attached and die maseh nk flirt dgn matair like WTF?! This conversation was last night. Today at ard 12pm i went online, skali si pompuan sial tu ckp can we meet at 4pm instead, cos she want to meet Khairul cepat.. Then i was like WTH?! Khairul dh tau i knew what he has been doing all these while, he still got the cheat to meet her and send her to work at Ikea... whatever la!!
Ape lagi at ard 2.15pm, i called khairul, he didn't answer.. I called ard 5 times, i thought he don wana talk to me. Then he called me back at 2.45pm, i'm like Amazing! Hah! So i talked to him macam biase, i asked baru balik sembahyang, then he said, ya.. Then i asked kenape tk amek physics paper in the afternoon semalam.. Then die kate die tk nk amek. Then i asked why.. Die kate tk nk je... Then i asked so, you won't be taking all the exams next week? Then he said depends.. Then i was like depend on what? Then he said depends on me. At the start of the conversation, Khairul sound so scared already.. He scared that i would say things which he did not want to hear at all.. But i have too.. Then i remembered that he is meeting the pompuan sial at 4pm just now, so i asked can we meet at 4pm later then, he was like tergagap ah.. he was like, erm.. ah.. erm.. k-k-knape? Then i answered him back, you're my boyfriend, why can't i meet you?? then he was like, erm.. o-okay.. Then i paused awhile, then i said once again, i can't meet you cos i need to go out later.. Then he was like why? then i said nvm.. Then i said anyway, i thinkit's best i should let you go cos you have been things behind my back.. it's better that i let go of you cos you do not need to worry about me finding out what you have been doing.. you do not need to lie also.. Lagipun, kalau banyak tipu kan dosa, so, it's better i let you go and whatever you want and i go my own way to look for someone better who is more FAITHFUL and TRUTHFUL towards me.. then he was like jgn, jgn, i'm sorry.. Then i said, dh la.. don't worry about me.. i'm fine.. you can hear it from my tone.. Then he said, that he know me well, he know i'm not like that.. Then i said to him that well, you do not know that i have changed overall.. Then, he said jgn, jgn i sayang you i tkde pape dgn die.. Then he said he want to meet me just now, he wants to show his handphone, he said he did not delete anything from his handphone.. He said that he did not msg pompuan sial tu.. Then i said to him, I don't need your explanation anymore, i've seen everything already and also my decision is final already.. Then he was like jgn, jgn.. don't put down the phone on me.. i'm sorry.. Then i said well, you did it already.. Then he said that he will ajak me go eat the same restraunt, then i said i don't want, i said that i want to eat with someone who is very special to me, that someone is the one who is very FAITHFUL and TRUTHFUL to me. Then he said that, he will ajak me somewhere else, then i said that i don't wana go anywhere with him anymore! Then he was like jgn, please, jgn, tkkan you just want to end like this.. Then i said i have decided, it's final.. Then i said dh la, i don't want to gaduh with you, cos i want to be friends with aje, kite kan classmate, so i don't wana gaduh.. Then he was like, what if i miss you, then i say go see my photo! Then he was like jgn, jgn i love you.. he said he changed alot because of me.. Then i said dh la, you've done all this things already so what for i want to hold on to anymore.. There is a reason why you do all these behind my back cos you really need it.. that's why.. So, it's best i let you go and you can do whatever you want.. then i also said that lagipun, i tk pkai baju2 sexy pe, tk mcm pompuan laen, why you still want me.. Then he was like jgn.. Then he asked, how to make you love me again.. Then i said since you love me, you should know what to do through the feeling of love that you have for me.. Then i said, dh la, i have to go.. The he was like jgn, jgn letak talipon.. Then i say that if you really want me back, you really need to put in an extremely alot of effort to have me back.. Then i said, sorry i have to go.. Then he said jgn, jg, don't put down the phone.. but i just put down... Then he called and msged me back but i didn't layan him until now..
He actually cried for me when he was begging me to stay with him during our conveersation.. It's the first time i heard cried begging me to stay with him..
So, now, it's over
------Memoir written at 9:53 AM------
